So today went as follows;

really super happy and fun day at work
boy love flips out and leaves me
friends take me on drive to cheer me up
come home
parents are going their separate ways

Well today was a nice punch to all my organs.

The last two days I’ve done almost thirty hours at work. It’s making me really emotional, which is making me emotional about being an emotional bitch. I miss Nathan and I have no almond milk for my tea.

I also need a goddamn car.

Today I picked up my baby pink KitchenAid blender and laybuyed the matching mixer. Bought my matching toaster for my new kettle and got some cute heart shaped plates, mugs and cute cupcake towels. I feel super happy and overwhelmed with excitement. Goodnight ^.^

I fucked up. This year was going so well and I was positive and happy and now I’m in this shitty slump again I promised myself I’d stay out of. I just want some redbull and my best friend

I know i’m not what you need, but it’s okay with me.
I realize it is settling,but it’s okay with me, its okay with me.
I’m not who i’ve led you to believe, but it’s okay with me.
I realize it is settling, but its okay with me, it’s okay with me.
Because you’re the thing that makes me settling,
so i’m okay with me, if you’re okay with me.
Cause i know you’re not what i need,
but you’re okay with me, yeah you’re okay with me.

I honestly don’t remember the last time I saw my best friend.